Someone to talk to? Someone to fuck too

Well, first thing first, I didn't mean that literally

Back to the freaky diary again, and currently not in the mood to cheerfully scream the shit out of my lungs
In the last post, I said that I would bare it all, the hiatus and stuff, but not now

Okay, now the usual everyday problems seem to rush to me in an awkwardly pace
I mean, I'm in a breakdown state if you haven't understood yet

In my broken, psychotic mind, I'm searching for solutions to break my self free from the shits
But what do you expect from this kind of mind? Yep, that's right, MINDFUCK
My mind fucked myself up , now I'm faaaaaarr doooown in the depths of Hades' abyssal hell

Figured that I need someone to talk to, hoping that it would lighten the torture I'm experiencing now
And the one I'm going to talk to, still need to release the burden I blessed him with and it means that his subconscious would unconsciously blabber things about my hell and i wouldn't want that

and in conclusion, Someone to talk to is someone to fuck too

-This is my way of relieving burden, don't know what it actually means, just came straight through my wicked brain, hence, the excessive use of primal language :o